I do not understand by what now I feel, is it possible that I feel the solitude...?? I own some close friend of campus or friend but I feel the them do not care is by what happened with now...??? I their know no relation with the occurence befalling my family but at least they can amuse I but its reality what they only stir with the business [of] each really I require the friend which can listen my story although just hearing and now I only can, hide this feeling by xself. I confuse must how [so that/ to be] me can face my problem.. this time I anxious for own the friend which always there [is] at elbow in joking, laugh and also like and sorrowful, can accept I what the existence of because I realize if I own a lot of insuffiency which cannot can be counted
Hitherto this I not yet got the friend buttonhole which I wish, in fact its sich conditions only simple [of] like generally... me also realize if me [of] non good friend make my friend although during the time I try to become the good friend although I feel the them [is] sometime laughed the above snubbing which I earn from their mouth but I out for remain to be obstinate and accept what they say for me, I assume [it] as persiflage although sometime hurt. Although words which I say to they can might not hurt their feeling because them [is] my friend which during the time accompanies day in makassar.
I [do] not know whether/what me have properly make made [by] friend with the circumstance which is like this with the nature of which sometime embarrass ......????? when you can find a friend which I can rely on the goodness like will be sorrowful even also, because during the time my friend this time I feel the them [of] there's only my moment like or to make made to to be laugh but my moment feel sorrowful and require a their friend there no beside I although they there but the same because surely they do not want to listen my story....

Like song warbled by band ZIZAG entitling" friend become the love " I feel that song represent the song matching with mood now my walapun try to say " DON’T " but I cannot deny if me have fallen in love with the me friend which now have confessed to consider to be the friend....??? why I feel,,, I is one of easy people fall in love with a men which I consider to be the sweetheart of all girl of[is so that one who assume the friend during the time without I realize as usual I fall in love...??? nowadays I feel suffered with my feeling [by] xself, but I do not want to destroy the friendship only with the ill defined love come [his/its] where from...?? although I out for arrest;detain all this but why
that feeling always come to me..??
I want to be a girl which [do] not easy to fall in love with a man but why that difficult once though I have several times feel the remarkable ill will from love, one of them is that is have loved a men during 4 year but hitherto no its reciprocation like song of UNGU BAND entitling " love at heart " though that men also represent the friend but now have will marry with the other;dissimilar girl although I don’t suffer decease the liver [of] because that feeling lose by xself but nowadays I start to feel the same thing that is fall in love with my friend by xself although I number have never if will be happened [by] like this... really I do not want to feel this again, I hate but why I cannot eliminate this feeling each;every I see the photo he/she I feel very circumstantial homesick, whether/what wrong if I fall in love with my friend.....?? whether/what wrong if I hide this feeling...???
I know if he not possible to become my boyfriend but that feeling continuously torture I although in fact I don’t wish it....?? in fact I very lose face with the circumstance and feeling [of] because me is a girl which don’t ought to easy to fall in love is of equal a men [of] and surely with my friend by xself. Yes my allah request to you [so that/ to be] easy feeling fall in love [in] lessening in consequence can have an effect on with the my heart later. I confuse with the my feeling problem... how to be I can lessen that feeling....??? help me in solving problem this...????

friend of Vs girlfriend/boyfriend [of] how yaaaachhhhh…………………??????????? Really a choice which difficult very if us have to chosen [among/between] friend and girlfriend/boyfriend…??? Likely everybody particularly all adolescent do not want to get the problem that is chosen [among/between] friend and girlfriend and that the inclusive of me…??? Since for me of friend and girlfriend/boyfriend [of] [is] of equal important in our life….??? Without there [is] both our life might not perfect…???
Taking example the Luna own a just friend mention the Bimo, their friendship have been intertwined [by] a time still sit [in] bench SMP [of] when finish them have their SMP friendship continue [in] bench SMA by continuing school together same at school, they have [through/ passing] very chummy togetherness, joking and laugh accompany their friendship , shorten the story Luna have started to recognize which its name love and fall in love the its ma schoolmate [is] so called [of] famous wind with the kindliness and its sociability. In the reality Wind even also take a fancy to the their luna and finally even also have an affair… after Luna narrate all [his/its] to Bimo, [In] situlah Bimo start to change its attitude to Luna very differing [of] their time still sit [in] bench SMP and impress to avoid the Luna. After Luna several times draw near the bimo, bimo impress to [by] take no account of with the arrival luna, start from there luna feel the change [of] [at] Bimo…she feel the friend loss accompanies its days during through years… when Luna know in the reality Bimo And Wind own the problem hence Luna reside in among two choice that is if Luna remain to continue its love [is] ma Wind hence he/she its friend loss will but if he/she chosen the its Bimo Friend hence he/she have to sacrifice its love….?? For Luna Bimo and Wind very meaning but he/she have to chosen among friend of ma girlfriend…??? About Luna chosen which….???? Helping its comment.......??

Friend [is] buttonhole exceeding from a friend which during the time close to us accompanying our day which can make our life [is] more chromatic and bliss, without our life friend will very silent because bringing bliss in human life [is] friend [of] and surely for all adolescent…..??? that friendship [is] created [by] if us have felt the equality of feeling and togetherness and also reciprocate the belief one another
friendship can be spelled out members [by] like butterfly experiencing their life with the togetherness and each other mutually help so that a group of butterfly will very felt to [by] respect seen in [by] flowerbed [of] if them together encircle the flower [of] exist in garden. As does with the human being specially all adolescent will be more respect looked to be if they walk along together with its friend for example to mall fully joke and laugh making them looked to be very happy compared to a adolescent walk alone.
In searching a friend (it) is true [do] not as easy as searching enemy or look for the girlfriend, we require the assessment [of] whether/what one who we will make as friend have fitted in with we… searching a friend [do] not must if woman us must look for the woman friend , men also very either in making friend [of] if he/she there [is] equality, why [do] not…..???
As for some friend function make the us that is as our receptive friend [is] the existence of, friend always there [is] our moment [is] sorrowful, like, hard , like and sorrowful, as devoted hearer if/when telling a story ( curhat), as place to ask the opinion, friend can understand and attention to our circumstance, and a lot of again friend function, only one who own the more understanding friend..????? but that friendship will destroy with the existence of egoist among that friend
I own the question for all [his/its] opening my blog….??
Whether/What proper me make made [by] friend
gimana its way become a friend which is good to our friend
whether/what us have to always give in to make happy our friend…??
Love the
Love [is] a[n difficult matter [is] we guess because sometimes love can make the us [of] ill will and can make we forget the anything… but definitive love [is] a godsend from THE INFINITE for its people. Love even also can give the gladness;joy and most important for us, love can give the ruthless [of] because love we cannot touch but only we can feel at heart and our soul, like incoming dew [is] morning and wind blowing making cold us but we cannot touch the, love bliss cannot also we depict or lay open with the words [of] because us liver feeling [it].. love the love with the love [of] because love [is] godsend but its distress [is] no final, love and time [is] matter residing in outside our power, we Merely can feel the beauty [of] [his/its]…??? But love also can make the us immerse in the sorrow which very-very in if us have felt the dishonesty love from love, if have been happened hence love also which can cure [it]. Love also can make the us being lost in regret which have never there will be its back part, all happened [by] because as big all perpetrator love the / human being misuse love as self-satisfy by illed temperament mere passion to end in the regret. Before love turn into a regret later on day hence love the love with the liver, affection, attention, congeniality and experience [it] appropriately, non with the mere passion. Before we do the something that can destroy the meaning love hence contemplate beforehand real love meaning……???